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'Oh you'll get better, Practice, Practice, Practice, your drawings don't suck. Practice more in a few more years....'
Yeah well you want me to be straight forward with you?
I'm sick of your bullshit lies, I'm feed up. You artists, always tell me to practice more and more, well it doesn't take an Einstein to figure out that I'm never gonna get better. If you'd actually be a good friend and when I say: I'll never get better. You'd better just quit arguing with me because I'm just through with it all.
I'm done.
Yeah well you want me to be straight forward with you?
I'm sick of your bullshit lies, I'm feed up. You artists, always tell me to practice more and more, well it doesn't take an Einstein to figure out that I'm never gonna get better. If you'd actually be a good friend and when I say: I'll never get better. You'd better just quit arguing with me because I'm just through with it all.
I'm done.
Update 2024: Stand Up And Fight.
It's been a while since I've made a journal update on here huh? Even more so with uploading. Things have been really wild on my end, from class to work and doing art, it was hard but I'm still alive and fighting. There are so many other works that I have yet to post so do stay tuned on that! On another note, a rather darker note: I am very well aware of the outbreak of AI and how low this site has sunk in terms of this menace that plagues not only the artist but the public mind and perception. I will admit, when I saw that update I was angry that things have gotten that bad, that this once great site stooped to a new low in glorifying this tool that the lazy and spineless person to create 'art' and receive monetary gains from. In my opinion, this site slid into this endless decay ever since the 'Eclipse' came into effect and that acquisition from Wix only expedited this process that much more faster. I once tried to hold back my silence about all this but the truth is, I cannot.
Thank you, 2023
It has been truly a minute since I’ve last touched this account and much less, made a journal entry here, yes? Well, here we are and at the edge of the end of the year, and what has happened? A lot has happened. From the challenges imposed by the ‘great’ leadership and management here to the outbreak of AI produced pieces, we’ve been through hell and high water. But there is a beauty in all this, we are still around and kicking. The beginning of this year was tough for me as I had some major setbacks that quite honestly could have derailed me, and at times I wanted them to. But I just kept at it, and thanks to the support of my friends, I can safely say I was able to pull out from that funk and rise to be better than ever. I’ve drawn everyday in my sketchbooks to complete 8 100-150 page books and have made numerous digital pieces that totally eclipse what I have done in years prior. I will still keep on doing what I love in spite of what goes on around me. I still have that feeling
Thank you for everything, 2021
It has been a wild year. Not quite as bad as the previous year in which the entire world was flipped upside down by this plague. I haven't been very active on this site because lets be honest, it has became a total shithole. From the changes in management and the rise of NFTs and all the sorts, this site has really seen better days. Why I haven't left is honestly one of the world's greatest questions. I got a lot done, filled 4 sketchbooks, did numerous papers and studies, not to mention digital works and practices. But I still feel, I haven't done enough. A big thank you to those of you who favorite my work, I'm glad I have at least some traction at all in this wide horizon. Thank you, 2021 'We Did It'
Birthday Tomorrow
Hello one and all, I know I haven't been the most active here on DA and such. Posting WIPs sketches, hell, even future projects and all. To that I apologize for not keeping on top of that. Though this year will (Hopefully) be better than the last, I have my doubts that anything would really change. Anyways, tomorrow, January 6th is my birthday. Nothing special planned except going to work and resting after 4 Pm. One year older, one year closer to death yeah?
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I'm sorry...... i will just go cry now that i know i made you feel this way